Crematia's Profile

My Story

I've been a big beautiful blond for most of my life. I lost about 50 lbs when I was 15 and have slowly gained it back through the years. I'm 31 now and the biggest I've ever been in my life. I had very physical jobs (I was a zookeeper for a couple of years and worked on a farm for a LONG time) for most of my life and for the last 4 and half years, I've had a desk job. I'm happy with who I am but I miss the feeling of being active. Now, I've quit smoking. Ten days now. And I've realized that if I don't get away from my computer for a little while every day, I will not only go absolutely insane, but I will also no longer fit through doorways. That is SO not going to happen!!!

My Goals For This Year:

I'm 5'8". I've weighed as little as 160 lbs. I was 15 and I still looked REALLY skinny. I don't want to look like that. I want to feel good and be healthy. My current goal is 180 but we'll see what I look like when I hit 200. If I feel good there, that's fine!

Favorite Books & Music

All! I'm a punk/rockabilly girl at heart and I love to read fantasy novels but I'm currently reading some very good war stories by W.E.B. Griffin. He is an excellent writer! I'll read and listen to just about anything!